Since don't know when did I stop updating my blog. Seriously speaking I don't know why today feel like writing. Maybe is the rain again. Rainy days make me want to do things that are special, or to say out of the blue. I'm starting to loathe my current life for nothing, no reason and no cause. I always have thoughts that start without any reasons. There is no need to have a reason to start thinking, right? Still been reading my beloved Chinese novels that seems to be one of the only thing that make me feel better. Also I have started watching Korean drama again and fall in love with it, again. Once something caught my eye or I once falls in love with, it will do it again. For instance I can pick up almost every book I read at the library again and again, sometimes I don't even realize unless I start reading. Pathetic me.
I should start re-constructing my life in a way or another. I'm getting bored and sick and tired of my life. It's the same old thing and the same old attitude and the same old me. Right, the SAME OLD ME. Although I always say I do not want to change myself and will always preserve myself as it is but now it becomes a need to change not a want. So what I need to so is forgo my past principles and start anew, right? It's easy to say but hard to do, action is always much difficult than saying. If principles are so easy to forgo they are not called principles. Perhaps is the attitude that I need to change. During my internship my manager told me that it's the attitude that sets a person when working, attitude can change everything. So I should start changing my attitude with life.
Enough of all those whatever, now I'm enjoying watching Korean drama and variety shows. Recently I've been watching "Running Man", "We Got Married" and "Strong Heart". These variety shows are quite special and I like the hosts. The drama I'm watching now is starring Micky Yoochun who is a member of my idol group TVXQ. Since when I know it's out I've already wanted to watch but no time so now I'm watching like crazy and amazing I'm not attracted to him but another character that looks like a Hong Kong actor 陈柏林. He's so cool and maybe is the character he plays make me like him even more! Anyway the show name is Sungkyunkwan Scandal. I've listen to the OST and found that there's 3 songs sang by Jaejoong and Junsu which is quite nice. But I like the song that is sang by Jaejoong, so touching! And I feel that my blog post has no head no tail.
