Tuesday, April 20, 2010
I realized I've been leaving my blog to rot these days thus I decided to post something...
Some updates on my current life:
- I'm now working at Daiso Vivo (I think a lot of people know already)
- Currently I'm trying to apply for scholarship and I don't know whether to hope that I get in or not
- I went to Weijie's house and it's so big (I love his kitchen especially)
- I also went to my cousin's house and it's so nice (her house have a very beautiful aquarium, drop down screen to watch movies and super big TVs)
- I have a chance to go to Resort World to attend Zuno's Showcase on Labour Day at $70 (you won't know how happy and excited I am cause I get to see one of the TVXQ member and his twin)
Today I also went "jalan jalan" with my colleagues and found out that the working environment is so...I seriously don't know how to put them in words but is like everybody like don't want to say anything about everything and have secrets between them...Perhaps that's how life works...
I realized the more I work, the more I don't want to enter the working society (as in the 9-5 or "official job")...Feeling fearful and everything...Perhaps it's just that I don't have the confidence that I can take it...Cause I'm someone who don't think of the consequences when I speak...Only the people who know me well enough will know do I mean good or bad...
Suddenly thinking that will I have friends that would accompany me when I grow old, as in friends that will go old with you...This thought arises when I saw friends who are as close as sisters or brothers come to the shop and buy things who are with white hair...they look so blissful to me and I hope I can have friends like this too...Of course I also saw old couples who look equally blissful and somehow I also hope I can grow old like that...Having a partner at the side and also friends when old...How nice would life be...