Sunday, February 1, 2009
My life is now at a full stop. Yes, a full stop. It's not going anywhere further and neither is it going backwards. Things had stop changing. They're sealed and fixed. And yet they're ever changing. What goes beyond the full stop, who knows. Perhaps only God knows. I like to be busy now. It lets me forgot about almost anything and everything. And I would never know that actually nothing is going beyond the full stop. I like to pack everything together, so that i can feel them all and hope not to not feel them again. But I realized that when I pack things together, they get complicated and there's simply no allowance for anything else. That's what I wanted, isn't it? I'm just contradicting myself...
