Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Damn it...I'm fretting on things that i shouldn't...and it's taking up my whole mind...my mood won't be good these days...or it may last longer...and even forever...well i sometimes don't understand myself too...the thing is that also i can't express myself well enough...people don't understand mi and i also don't understand them...simple enough...and that's it...
There is no time for mi to sort up my mind...at least not for now that's for sure...but it just can't seem to be out there in the vast sky...the sky so big don't want to go out there but stay in my little mind...crazy right...i really think this is stressing and scaring mi out of my wits...and my wits is so little that a little scare all would be gone...currently my mind is way out there in the don't know where...but the marvellous thing is that i still can function...
Now my only entertainment or rather relief of don't know whatever stress is to watch variety shows...and i actually have watched it before...cause my sis has nothing to do at home does i suggest her to watch variety shows...funny and entertaining...so when she watches I'll follow suit...and really, a great laugh is a relief...nobody cares how loud you laugh and whatever...perhaps i just need my own space...
Whatever that's in my mind right now i can't even tell anyone...cause no one will understand...want mi put on my blog it's simply impossible...I'm not good with words...it's obvious...hope that i can pick up my reading soon enough and overcome this...i really hate doing overcoming...to overcome something needs something that i don't have...it's killing mi...!