Monday, February 16, 2009
Looking at you just make mi wants to cry...don't know why...
Recalling your face in my mind makes mi feel sad...
But i know i could never forget...
Cause when i think it's gone...
It can come back suddenly...
Did i let it come back...
Or i simply can't seem to get it over...
Or maybe it had never disappear at all...
I hate this feeling...
Cause i don't know what it is...
The appearance is so sudden...
But yet it still make mi feel glad...
What am i exactly glad of...
I have simply no idea...
But seeing the people around changing...
Got from bad to worst, good to bad, bad to good...
It gives mi a feeling that i should not change...
Cause i would not know whether am i going to change to be good...
Or maybe fall to the worst side...
What's wrong with changing...
I don't know...
I just don't like it...
Then what's wrong with having no changes...
There's nothing wrong too...
Isn't it...?
Nothing can be totally wrong...
Same as nothing can be completely right...
So no one can determine right or wrong for anyone...
Only yourself can do...
But if you lose yourself, will it still mind what is right and what is wrong...?
I'm now in a state of losing myself...
And that includes my soul...
I can feel at moments my soul leaves my body...
And it's for real...
It's not imagination i can assure...
Perhaps one day my soul really leaves mi...
And what would happen to mi then...
I don't know... ...