Monday, November 3, 2008
I feel nothing about everything right now...
no drive to do work...
no feeling towards work...
no emotions flowing through mi...
nothing is within mi...
perhaps is because i have nothing in the first place...
I know i need to get back on track with my life...
i'm not like this...and i know it...
but what happened that made mi like this...
i guess the answer is known...
but i don't want to face it...
the fact is that the answer cannot be set aside...
thus i'm still at the state i am now...
i don't know what to do about it...
perhaps the only thing that i can do is to overcome...
and it's not an easy thing to do...
feeling helpless is what i don't want to...
but no help is coming to mi...
or maybe is mi who is not seeking the help...
i feel awkward to ask for help...
because everyone seem to be so serious...
and i'm not very familiar with them...
especially those at corpoarte...
doing the schedule make mi feel so no clue...
super helpless...
