Friday, November 21, 2008
I'm a goner now...
I'm nothing now...
I might as well leave the world...
But the thing is i don't have the courage to leave the world yet...
But why do i have the courage to continue living...
It's not that i have the courage to live...
It's just that nothing is taking my life away...
Living do not need much courage...
Leaving the world needs more courage...
I'm a timid person...
I'm a coward...
I like to keep myself in my own shell...
I'm happy about the world in my shell...
But it seems that the arrows of reality is piercing into my shell...
It's going to break and I'll be exposed to the brutal world...
Where i will not be able to adapt myself to...
And soon i'll lose myself...
And live with only my body...
Without my shell...
Without any protection...
You can say that i can seek for protection...
But who will and what can protect mi...
From the brutality of the real world...
The world beyond my shell...
