现实的真,虚伪的假
Friday, September 19, 2008
I love freedom...
Freedom is very important to mi...
The loss of freedom would make mi crazy...
And now I'm in a lost of freedom...
Soon enough I'll turn crazy...
Without freedom nothing can be done...
Nothing can be achieved...
Nothing can be fulfilled...
Freedom to mi is very important...
I can't lose it...
I won't want to lose it...
Perhaps that's the reason behind everything...
Nobody can tie mi down...
I need freedom to do things...
Accomplish things...
Think about things...
Perhaps many people also love freedom...
But i doubt anyone would surpass mi...
Perhaps you may think that I'm deprived of it...
And indeed I am now...
That's when I realize how much i love freedom...
My heart has many corners...
Many of them are unreachable...
Even by mi...
I would never want to touch those corners...
But unfortunately I have to...
When i do, I am in a whirl of thoughts...
Sometimes I would not like to think about them...
But it tends to come up to mi...
I have to face it...
I have to face them...
I have to face reality...
I don't have a choice don't I...
I always tell others to face the truth...
Yet now i can't...
In fact I've been avoiding it...
Avoiding it all the time...
In order to protect myself...