Thursday, August 14, 2008
i have read my last post and it seems so not mi...yeah...so not my personality...i wonder why...perhaps something struck mi when i'm typing...things like to struck mi very randomly these days...
the things that struck mi randomly these days:
1)为什么我不喜欢的人不可以做点让我能喜欢他们，至少增加他们在我心里的印象？是先入为主的观念在作祟，还是我就是看他们不顺眼，他们做什么我都不喜欢？我自己也搞不清楚。。。
2)发现最近的心情大起大落，胃口虽然不是说很好，但是就是忽然想吃某些东西，要不然就是一只想吃，很久没这样了，应该是要失去控制了才会这样吧。。。
3)读书的心也没了，不知道为何会这样，搭巴士时已经不想读书了，只想要看着窗外发呆，可能太久没发呆了，太久没有自己的时间来想些有的没的了吧。。。
4)失去控制的现象越来越明显了，我看时日不多，我需要时间来调整自己，要不然就来不及了，但偏偏聚会全部就在下个礼拜，行程全部都连在一起，根本抽不出时间来反省或检讨自己。。。
these are the things that i remember that struck mi for now...very complicated...i also don't know how to explain...lazy to explain to myself too...no time to explain to myself too...now then i realize that time is precious and tight enough when busy...ah?!
