现实的真,虚伪的假
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Yesterday was National day...happy birthday to my home country...!although it's a little late...but still i would want to wish her...and hope that there's always peace and harmony...or else i can't live what...hahaxD
nothing really much these days...except the pressing date of the exams which are coming...which is like only tomorrow...and this ica i die die also must pass with flying colours...because my previous ica failed...yes...no doubt...fail...i also don't know how i fail one...my mind just blank out on the table calculation...i can totally forgot what i remember...such "good" memory...
I'm still deciding whether if i want to go for 萧敬腾签名会...because I'm feeling quite tired and worn out...not enough sleep...not because of anything...just purely insomnia...without reason...so i need to really tire myself out before i can go to sleep...or else i can't sleep...
i think i'll be going...I've already planned it quite long ago...i don't like my plan to be disrupted...i don't like surprises...but I'm really tired...what to do...?!in confusion whereby people who hear mi making decision would go crazy[example:my sis, she always gets very fed-up hearing mi making choices...it takes a very long time and she feels that it's rather meaningless for mi to put some things into consideration]
back to yesterday...saw the fireworks...although i know almost every year the fireworks are quite the same but i still like to watch it when national day...is because of the event or just the fireworks...?i have totally no idea...i hope it's the latter though...by the way i finished “寂寞之歌” already...!!!quite sad...very sad...but i never shed a tear...which i think is rather ridiculous because in normal circumstances i will cry like hell one...but now...none...nothing...am i becoming more cold-blooded, or it's just my 泪腺is not as 发达as last time...?i hope is the latter...