Tuesday, June 10, 2008
These few days i saw some old friends...if i never remember wrong the days, Sunday i meet hui fang, yesterday i saw jasmine and mdm lily[ftpss library]...and from her i know some teachers have quit...one of them that i remember is ms lim chin lim[i don't know if i spell correctly]...then i thought of something...i very long time never go back already...no time...but one thing is also when i have time the security don't let me in...because my free time day is Wednesday which is cca day...then that time i go they don't let me in...don't like them...i wanted to go eat one le...!!!
then i realize i long time never meet up with my old friends already...but the gatherings are already planned...all next week...why did i put everything together i also don't know...some more is before my exam week...never mind...as long as i can see them and know that they're quite fine then I'm satisfied already...these days I'm been writing English...a bit funny...so i think i'll write my thinking in Chinese...i just like Chinese appearing on my blog...haha=]
这几天在向我的人生到底在追求的是什么？是金钱吗？是爱情吗？还是什么？有什么值得我追求到底？突然发现我的人生失去目标，好像就麻木地过着。。。我不喜欢这种感觉，因为我觉得做事就要有目标，要不然做来干嘛？没意义嘛。。。没意思那做来干嘛呢，对吧？算了，我想我是需要时间吧。。。我也发现了一样东西，大人的世界好不一样。。。渐渐的我有点怕长大，要进入大人的世界。。。我可能得了一种名为“皮得潘症候群”的病吧。。。就是一种害怕长大的人，想永远是小孩的人。。。我觉得大人的世界很复杂，虽然说我现在算是半个大人，但是我还是不能明白大人的一些想法。。。算了，想这么多也没用，时间一过，就长大了，自然就会明白的吧。。。我觉得我真得不应该什么都怪老天爷，但我真的没有什么人好怨，所以老天爷，对不起。。。