Monday, June 2, 2008
today was a tiring day...i packed my section of the room and realised that i really have a lot of things that i don't use...simply saying it's rubbish...!also i found out that there's a lot of things that i have...a lot of old things that have really dozens of dust on them...
another thing...i forgot to go find photos for tomorrow's group work...how...?i feel a little guilty...i don't have magazines also...what to do...i can take photos for my own money...other countries currency...haha...what a good idea...but i can't print them...but i can later then print...[okay, my mind is in a complete mess now]
i really don't feel like doing anything these days...but there's lots of projects and everything...my holidays seems to be so packed and there's no time to rest...i don't like this kind of life...nothing seems to please mi now...
i really can't handle group work i realise...there's simply too much things to do and responsibility and when you don't do it you'll feel bad and it also seems that you are doing nothing...but the thing is that is not that i don't want to do...but the time must be right when i do things...when you want mi to get things done, it needs more than just a little bit of time...
i'm now feeling real bad...can't i just not go for the meeting...?and give them almost everything other day...?i don't feel like going for the meeting tomorrow...can i don't go...?the answer is no...because i have no reason not to go...hate this...!*frustrated*