Thursday, May 8, 2008
Yesterday saw hwj at toa payoh when my sister and I are waiting for a drink. He never really change, but really long time never see him. Never got to talk, he seems to be rushing for something. I really hate this feeling of missing almost everybody I could ever think of. Perhaps I’m just too sentimental. But I could never show it. My friends in poly think that I’m quite of a fierce person in a sense that I can’t play. For instance, if one of my friends block my way of getting out of the place, I’ll just shout at her or whatever. I’ll not 撒娇to get myself out. Something like that. I’m just not that kind of person. And also I notice that my “insane” friend[maybe not my friend, I don’t really treat her as one] which all of us acknowledge doesn’t really like to talk to me because I tend to give her that kind of very bad attitude, but when the others give her that kind of attitude, she seems to be quite happy with it. She laugh over it and act blur which doesn’t work for me and she doesn’t really communicate with me much after knowing that[perhaps] which I’m quite glad of. She’s really a crazy person so it’s better not to get close to her, I might get crazy too.
My sister and brother are having their exams and they seem to be a little too relaxing. Especially my brother. He doesn’t seem to be studying and from what my sister tells me, he goes to LAN almost everyday after exam or school. As for my sister I can see her studying hard, I thinks she don’t want to disappoint me and follow my mistakes made in my O’s. she has high expectations for herself, but perhaps it’s a little too high for her, I don’t know, but it’s good to set goals. As for me, my goal has not change. By the way today one of our lecturers gave us the form for ITP[attachment] to chose which field do we want to go. I feel like going into the law of carriage, it seems fun. The lecturer has contacts with the law firms and he said the allowance is ONLY $2000+, which is like already a lot because normally it’s only few hundreds. But that course lecturer is very into understanding and applying principles which I quite like. He’s quite a good lecturer. Now I’m wondering what field should I go into. Actually I’m not quite particular because I won’t stay in this industry[maritime]. But it’s also something to give a thought because it’ll affect my results and it last for 6 months. I still don’t know, but I’ll discuss with my poly friends and see how, and also discuss with lecturers.
Last thing to finally end this, I read a book which is quite interesting named “She’s the one” by Gregory Gilderman. It’s a book about what man is searching for in a longtime partner. It’s more on American man based, but it’s also quite general in a way. Why the hell m I reading English books perhaps you’re wondering, answer is I have nothing to read and I eye on my sister’s books and found this. It’s nice and interesting and you find that it’s very different from those of the same genre of books. It’s quite of his personal views which are funny and different.
Okay, that’s for now. I know I hardly update these days because I’m really tired and I’m simply lazy. Haha=] that’s why my posts are always very long, I like to at one go post what happen in my days, so happy reading!
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