Monday, March 10, 2008
today is not a very good day...got the news from wen thaat i'm short of i think if i'm not wrong $80+ yesterday when i open counter...what to do...have to pay back when my pay comes...maybe they straight away deduct...
first day open counter no shortage...second day short of $80+...how nice...really feel that working is not for mi...i want to die...feeling discouraged in this job...need to be more careful then...by the way i want to thanks all those nice customers...because they somehow make my day when i met the bad customers...
i don't know what to do now...i really can't cope with the crowd on weekends...it's making mi crazy...because i know actually how the customers feel when they wait for very long...because i got queue that long before...bored~
somemore today got another thing make mi a little frustrated...i can't find the song i want...never mind...my mouse is making mi crazy...but now it's somehow okay...just hope it can last...i don't feel like changing it...because it had accompanied mi for like 3+ years if i'm not wrong...
the song playing on my blog is a potential anime song which is super nice...!it's one of the single from 东方神起's member...the one who is 亚洲花美男...i want the cd version of this song...and also can't find his other song...i feel like killing myself with all this...!
i really feel like quit doing everything and anything because everything and anything seems to make mi go crazy these days...i feel like exploding...!everything is making mi frustrated...how do i face people now...is like...argh...i don't know what to say already...so be it...if school reopens and i can't cope with the job...i shall just quit...study to mi is much more easier than working and it's more important too...
okay...i shall stop all my grumbles and start to somehow get on with life...and today i read the book i mention on the last post...every story inside is making mi cry like hell...a lot of nice phrases in the book...someday i'll need to type it all in...