现实的真,虚伪的假
Monday, February 11, 2008
these days are new year...happy chinese new year everyone...!this year's new year...nothing but problems and volcanos erupting...don't want to mention it anymore...lately i start to read again...this time the book is nice...it's about love...of course...because i only read that kinda novels...but if others can interest mi of course i'll read...but it's very hard...haha=]
it made mi think quite a lot...because there are some questions in the hearts of the characters...of course i'll think of it too...and i find it quite interesting how the 3 different characters think about the same question...and a lot of "if"s inside the story...like "if man can sample like 'sake',is there a need of sampling to chose the best one?because she had sampled a man named Jude and although she know he's not the best and she may not be the only one drinking it,but once he turn back,she just can't reject."[direct translation]
actually a lot of things we like we always think "what if like that how good","what if got this how good" etc...but if all those "what if" happens,can you accept it...?like the previous sentence..."what if man can sample...chose the best one?"if that really happens,then when the hell are we going to find the best one...because we'll always think that maybe this one is not bad,can try...then try already don't like or not the best one and just try another one...or another situation...you'll always think that this is not good enough...still not the best...then how long are you going to try...?so think the other way..."what if like that happen what will happen/how bad will it be?"
ok...i admit that even myself also not very sure of what i'm typing...but somehow it makes some sense...[i think]already siad in the last post that i really like to think these days...some of my friends tell mi...if i convert all this energy for thinking into studying,i can be very smart...not very,is super...!but i would not like to convert...i still like to have this energy to think anyhow...because it gives mi a sense of security...a feeling that nothing can describe perhaps...sometimes i think...if i have better vocabulary in either chinese or english,i can put my thinkings into better forms and become a author...and maybe a famous one...haha...thinking only..."if" had come out again...!=]
for mi a lot of "if" comes out...because i like to anyhow think...think anyhow and about anything...even little things also...maybe is because i am too curious about basically everything...so i think a lot...but somehow i like it...and i had come to realise that i blog not about what happen in my life...as in how did the days pass[although i have got posts like that]...but still i like to put my thinkings in my blog...funny uh...?actually not quite...blog is to put what you think...isn't it...?hahax]
by the way rac had gave mi a url a few days ago about description of the characters of the 12 different horoscopes...it's quite accurate...find one day i extract those parts about libra that are true for mi...because it's a lot...if u want for virgo and the url...please visit my sis blog...she posted everything up except for the virgo man part...you can go explore it yourself with the url stated at the end of that post...haha=]
i realise i like to haha a lot of times...haha=]see...by the way i'm posting the mouse game video again because i simply like that game so much...!haha...got english version when i watch one of the episode of the korean variety show...when u catch the mouse u say "got it",if u let it go u say "opps"...then when all are caught u say "wow"...something like that...it's a cute game...i really like it...!xD