Thursday, February 14, 2008
today is valentine's day...happy valentine's day man...!=]nothing to celebrate...feel very bored...actually i'm goin out with some friends...but they have not contacted mi...maybe it's cancelled...but they'll still inform mi...i don't want last minute notice...later i cannot wake up...hahax]
i think somehow i hate flowers...especially roses...they're so...fake?their appearance is so beautiful,so nice...but they have torns on their stems...what the use...?to prevent animals from picking them...?perhaps...but i feel that flowers are somehow to mi is very unreal...they wither and die...and they basically don't open again...even if they grow into fruits they also die first...so their life is short...but beautiful...
quite contrasting...does it means that beautiful things don't last...?i think so...even like us human as a whole...we age and turn ugly[although now got a lot of technology to fight it but still you'll age to a stage where nothing can fight it]...so beautiful things don't last...like marriage...starting to live together is happy...but you'll start to discover a lot of bad practices about the one sleeping beside you...and what can you do...?2 choices:one is to leave him,one is to leave it...leave it meaning don't care about what he does...so why do we go for the beautiful...?to enjoy it at least for a while,even a short while also okay...because it's a kind of pleasure...
thinking of this it somehow makes mi want to puke...but it's true...who does not want to go for the nicer more beautiful stuff...?but it just makes mi feel...disgusted when i continue to think about it...[i'll not elaborate because it's a lot to say...]
okay...i shall stop here...and i notice that my last post was very long...haha=]hopes no one really take the time and read...and a lot of people don't like to read chinese so next time i shall post in chinese...hahax]